I have no clue what I can write for my testimonial.

It feels like I just wasted away my past 1 and a half years - no anchors, no hockey, no deans list (okay this is forgo-able), no nothing basically luh. Sigh.

And I hate how I can't concentrate on my work at hand at all. It's already the end of term 2 - and I can safely say I am not ready for 1 Nov. Heck I'm not even ready for tomorrow.

Hahha just felt like I had to pour out my frustrations through some medium - bottling things inside can kill.

Just feel like posting this song -




Toodles.


P.S. My phone is affected by the M1 outage ):

I have no idea why I can never get down to sitting down and just focusing on the work at hand - be it chem, bm ia, nyaa, econs ia or whateverrr! Sighh, but I must admit, I have always been like this, never being able to control my hand from moving my mouse over to facebook or msn or youtube. /: dang this bad habit has to stop, really really soo-- I mean, now!

Sighh and this is not the first time I'm ranting about my failure to focus :P oh man when will I learn! IB's coming in FIVE months and TWO weeks!! D:

The next time I post/comment on anything on facebook, I will have finished my bm ia and econs ia 1.

MARK. MY. WORDS.



Daviddddd



P.S. He's been kind today - and actually - every other dayyyyy~ <3

I still remember Elliot playing and singing this song during ROD - it was my first time hearing it and it's a really beautiful song (:

There is love; it's all for love (:


<3

So I wanted to blog this post on Wednesday - after the math paper. Got lazy/tok essay to do so I haven't! Anyway, I'm so glad it's friday today and the (long) weekend after. This week was going to be a stressful week - with econs and math tests, tok essay and design prac (which george graciously extended till next tues) due! I was so dreading this week, that even the monday holiday didn't really help. The whole day was spent reworking my essay draft which needed 'major restructuring'. Thank goodness I've done up a pretty totally different draft - I hope it is worthy of at least a B grade!! Thank God!

So the reason why this post was thought up was because of what happened during the math test! I know it's a really small thing and all but it brought comfort to me (: I shared this during the bs we had today, I'm so thankful for this regular bb bs we have, even though I'm not very close to most of these brothers-in-Christ.

So anyway, it was halfway during the test that something - not sure if you would call it miraculous but - miraculous happened. So I knew my GDC was low on battery and all, and I even bought batteries the day before. But I guess I was too focused on revising and working on my tok essay that I forgot to replace the batteries. So when I first turned the GDC on at the start of the test and saw the message of 'low battery' - I had that 'oh-my-please-don't-fail-me' moment. So halfway through my test, it blanked out and died, and I was quite stunned for a while. ;P

I immediately asked God to do something and boy did He. (: Actually prior to it dying, while I was attempting the questions, I was running through my head - should I borrow from jeu who's beside me? Will the teacher allow? etc etc (haha totally focusing on the questions)! Butttt, somehow - definitely by God's grace - I fiddled with the GDC a bit and frantically resetted it, and oh maaaaaaaan, it rebooted!! I was so thankful!

Yes, this may be a really small matter, but I was so comforted by the fact that I know that He is with me, hence I tweeted something after the test (: More so, I was so stressed this week that I doubt I would have gotten through week 7 (oh my it's week 7 already?!) without Him. Definitely, my tok essay isn't of a high standard, but I believe it is much much much better compared to my previous draft. ((:

I'd like to talk about the GE but I wanna sleep now - slept at 1 ytd (it's late, based on my usual sleeping hours :P)!! In essence, I just wish the voters would be wise and not vote the opposition, just cause they don't like PAP. Just like in hypothesis testing, rejecting Ho doesn't mean accepting H1 ;P


Gonna have a run with Jerm tmr morning! Can't wait, our first run in eons, gotta get my fitness back up!


Goodnights world!
Daviddddddddd